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Taking a break

Sun Aug 17, 2008, 4:05 PM
  • Mood: Confused
  • Drinking: Dr pepper
Decided, I need to take a break from things and try too focus my mind a little bit.

For the past.. god, probably few years, I havent been sure about myself. Who I am, what I want too do, who I want too be. In both the fur, and real side of life.

People who've known me a long time will know that since about 2002 when I first found the fandom, my fursonal image has changed quite a bit, and, unfortunately at the same time, quite frequently. And a friend broght it too my attention that my instability in a visage for my online self, could come from my instability in my real self.

One person thats inspired me too do a little soul seeking, is also a well known comedian and advice giver within the fandom, 2 The Ranting Gryphon, often telling people with this same or similar issue that they just need too find themself, and that most furs who, like me, change thier visage alot, do it because they too are continually changing in the real world trying too find what the yare and how they settle in.

Hopefully soon, I'll know who n what I am, both IRL, and in the fandom.

Heads up though for fans of my Mag character, I plan on keeping him, fursona or not, who knows, but he's my mag so nyah =p

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