NightBlader

Decided, I need to take a break from things and try too focus my mind a little bit. For the past.. god, probably few years, I havent been sure about myself. Who I am, what I want too do, who I want too be. In both the fur, and real side of life. People who've known me a long time will know that since about 2002 when I first found the fandom, my fursonal image has changed quite a bit, and, unfortunately at the same time, quite frequently. And a friend broght it too my attention that my instability in a visage for my online self, could come from my instability in my real self. One person thats inspired me too do a little soul seeking, is als

It's official! it's April 8th in england, I am TWENTY years old! =D x.x I feel old, I'm nolonger a teenager XD s'only 2:30am here so not done anything yet, got my 360 yesterday so been playing with that, and my dad gave me some cash and a funky steel keyring with my name on it, gonna go town later n get Halo 3 or Viva Pinata for the 360 since I've played one and heard the other rules =D Hoping I'll have enough money left over for some birthday art too, thank you by the way nacht  nacht for Doing that profile type picture your doing for me <3 sorry it's being such a pain in the ass hehe XD antyone else who wants too do a birthday giftart,

I just looked at the date here.. 4:35AM on the 11th of march... less than a month too go before I'm nolonger a teenager and I turn Twenty x.x oddly, my subscription too DA runs out on the same day, ominouse hehe.. ... ... ... I don't wanna be old! >.